Frustration seems to be the theme. Our lovely, generous donor was so stressed about a work meeting this morning that he was unable to produce his donation. According to Fern it was awkward and he seemed to feel really bad but didn’t want to talk about it. Who can blame him? This whole process we’re so focused on what Fern’s body is doing but it’s not easy on Sage either. He’s done so much for us and it must be frustrating for him too that we’re not pregnant yet.

They’re going to try again tonight but I’m worried that this morning’s failure will give him more performance anxiety. I told Fern they should have a glass of wine at dinner. But Sage isn’t a big drinker so I don’t know if he’ll want wine. I’m not sure what this will mean for tomorrow morning’s planned insemination but I’ll be happy if we get two this round. Since it’s fresh the sperm should live long enough assuming our timing is right. I just hope we don’t only get the one donation from Tuesday since Fern’s not due to ovulate until tomorrow or Saturday.